Friday, November 24, 2006

Have You Ever?

Have you ever been at a complete loss for words despite the fact that you know exactly what you want to say?
Have you ever seen something so sad that it broke your heart and you did nothing?
Have you ever wished you could say something but never did?
Have you ever been so happy just to realize that what you thought will never be?
Have you ever wished that you were not you?
Have you ever wanted to crawl into a hole and never be seen again?
Have you ever wished that everybody would forget you ever existed?
Have you ever loved something so much that it hurt?
Have you ever thought that THE day would never come?
Have you ever wanted to bury your face in your hands because nobody understands what makes you, you?
Have you ever thought to yourself “Screw it, this isn’t worth it”?
Have you ever wished that you could change everything about yourself?
Have you ever….Pretty powerful question….I wish I had the answer

Saturday, November 18, 2006

The Pain I Have Inflicted

I saw the way you looked at me
For reason I did not know why
I'd see some things inside your eye's
That made me think I was living a lie
The words you spoke
The things you said
The feelings that you shared
It all added up to just one thing
One thing I could not bare

I can see myself through your own eyes
And I'm sorry, but that can't be me
I'm not the one you think I am
But I'd love to take his place

The day you walked into my life
Should have been the happiest of them all
Yet it's late at night and here I lay
You beg and plead but I just can't stay
The words I speak
The things I say
And the feelings I'll never share
Will eventually lead you down the path
Of desolation and despair

Friday, November 17, 2006

On To Bigger And Better....

I never saw this coming
I never thought I'd hear those words
I guess I never had a clue
So what the heck am I to do?

You took the heart out of my chest
You always said you liked me best
I never asked just what that meant
And now I can't stop my descent

I guess I shouldn't be surprised
Cause this is nothing new
I've been here time and time again
I guess I enjoy the pain

You tore my heart out of my chest
You always said you liked me best
My life alone is to what I consent
But God knows it's you that I resent

So where does all this leave me?
I haven't got a clue
What do I do and where do I stand?
Screw it, This is better than living with my head in the sand

Never thought I could live without you
Thanks for opening my eyes